Song of the moment: "Automatic" by Utada Hikary
I am feeling: Annoying.


Wheee. I get out early today because it's an A day! Yatta, ne? Ryan called me last night while I was reading over the conversation that Ray gave me and listening to my songs, and talking to other people online. He was talking about Elena going bowling or something and how Ryan has to go with her if she wants a boy to go along or I dunno. [Elena + Ryan = cousins] I guess Elena didn't want Ryan to come, but she still wanted to bring a different boy with her that she liked? Ehh... I can't do more than 5 things at a time, I'm sorry. But yeah. Supposedly, Ryan is just going to hang out at the Boardwalk while Elena and her friends bowled, and he asked me if I wanted to hang out with him. I was like... sure... cuz I thought that the second day of the escapade try outs was today, aka the "call back", so I knew I wouldn't be doing anything anyway.

But. I find out today that they canceled the Escapade tryouts yesterday because the water main in the school broke [which I will explain later] so the first day of try outs will actually be today. Damn. I can't go cuz I already promised Ryan that I would go with him to the Boardwalk, so gyeah. -_-. I heard the Escapades sucked anyway... and there still could be a chance that Ryan doesn't go. o_O;

After Computer Graphics, I have to stay during lunch and arrange/discuss all this stuff in the Graphix club. Shit. I didn't have a chance to tell Lorraine about it, even if i DID called her like 923797493454 times but she never picked up the phone... I didn't personally tell Dylan, cuz I forgot and I also forgot to tell Elley during zero period about it. -_-. I just hope they come. Bernie can't go cuz she has to make up a tardy for Mr. Heitz, and yeah.

Oh yeah! About yesterday:

Like I already said, the main pipes in the school got canceled, so everyone got to go home after zero period. I was actually going to just go home and be bored all day, but I decided to go to Soquel High School instead and meet this "Han" that freaking Frankie was trying to hook me up with. -_-. BUT, as I was walking up the hill at Harbor, I saw the bus to Soquel pass by. With a single, "shit", I decided to go to Shoreline instead. Shoreline! Whee!! My old junior high fucking rocks. I missed my old music teacher, Mr. Fred and it was really good seeing him and all of the music helper-people-adults at the music department like Rich and Steven. I am SO happy that that other guy wasn't there.. my old piano teacher. Shoot, I forgot his name just now. But yeah... he was one of the reasons why I quit piano. He gave me private lessons from the money of the people that sponsored me, but he always SPAT. He always spat as he talked. After every single lesson, my hands and FACE would be covered with SPIT. It was really disgusting.. and I quit after that. lol. I still practice piano now and then, and sometimes to uhh.. show off in front of Dara, but I'm not really as "into it" as I was back in eigth grade.

Seeing all of these sixth graders being in eigth grade now is hella wierd. Dude... and they got so fucking tall! I could honestly pass as an eigth grader at the school due to my height. =(. But yeah... junior high kids are mean. lol. At least, to Joseph. These girls kept calling him names and being mean to him, it was hard for me not to laugh. Joseph, by the way, is a Junior at my school and he was there too, visiting. And then there's this one big bitch from some seventh-grade group that I made eye contact with, while I was saying hi to my old next-door neighbor. While I approached my old friend, that BITCH gave me a "What the fuck is SHE doing here?" look. And you know me.. my bitch immediately turns on, and I give her my meanest look while saying, "What the hell are you looking at? Overgrown baboon."

=X

Gyeah. I got to see Ryan and Elena yesterday! Elena has gotten an inch taller than me, and Ryan is... still taller than me. During the piano period, Mr. Fred made me play my four-year old solo in front of the little kids.[Rondo ala Turka by Mozart] *cry* I messed up in more than one occasion, but the kids still cheered and clapped. ^_^ And when they played "The Rock Song", aka "my song" [I always played the lead piano whenever we would play that song in a concert] while the rest of the class followed. lol. I hadn't played that song ever since the last week of 8th grade, and I messed up BIG TIME in the end. =X

Afterschool at Shoreline, I say bye to Mr. Fred and everyone and head to Stephanie's house where we ate, went online and watched TV until my mom picked me up at 6. We went on findapix.com and rated all these guys... being utterly mean about our ratings... and etc. She also introduced me to Bolt.com, and like--the hour after I posted my picture in my profile, I get two new notes from these random people complimenting me on my pic. o_O. Also... I got three new ones this morning, saying the same thing and one even asked me if I wanted to go out to dinner. -_-;;;;;;;

Scare liek WHUT.

Let's see.. what else happened yesterday.... Oh! Benji was talking about making graphic designs and making his new line of shirt/clothing and stuff. We said he was going to gather up more people, possibly, and start out with a small business or something. I think he asked me if I wanted to help out if ever he did start it, and of COURSE I said yes. Benji is a hella cool guy. But I don't know if I really want to do graphics and web design crap my entire life. A big choice for me as a future 'career' would definitely be something with computers, but I don't know... I'll keep that window open, just in case my other plans on being an astronomer scientist or a lawyer bombs. Astronomy. I have ALWAYS been into astronomy. Stars... 'aliens'... etc. *sigh* I'm also thinking of being a lawyer, since my grandfather was a lawyer. My grandfather, by the way, is one of the biggest inspirations that I've had my entire life, even if he DID die when I was three. He made more of an impact on me than my mother ever will.